Time to stop

I can be my own worst enemy. I try so hard sometimes to do the right thing for the wrong reason, so it turns out wrong, or I try to do the wrong thing for the right reason so it works out wrong or I try to do the right thing for the right reason and it turns out wrong, or i try to do the wrong thing for the wrong reason and it turns out wrong or I try to do the right thing and end up doing the wrong thing. I try so bloody hard sometimes and no matter why, what, when, where and how, it just goes wrong. Basically I'm saying I try too hard and I really don't need to try at all because what I'm built for I'm built for and what comes can be dealt with so long as I'm putting my dependance in the right place. If I get this through my head and into my heart anytime soon, I'll let you know, but I may just be off to contradict myself again by trying too hard. I'll find out in 5 minutes when my lunch break ends.